This is the first time in my life to realize that
whatever I was wishing and striving for in the
past for the future, won't be happening.

Past Five:
12 May 2006 * Workaholic
16 April 2006 * It's Easter!
20 March 2006 * And she comes back
07 January 2006 * Starting over, elsewhere. I think.
02 January 2006 * Face your fears