Dear Diary,

I don't know where I'm going or what I'll do in the meantime. I'm lost right now. I need to keep myself occupied. I hate feeling like this with a passion. I want to have a life.

I am happy with my new haircut, my materilistic things. But I am not happy with myself, the way I think, live, talk. I want to be a better person. I am happy that the big obstacle is behind me, but I'm left feeling empty.

Either that or I'm just plain hungry.

I think its the second one.

Past Five:
12 May 2006 * Workaholic
16 April 2006 * It's Easter!
20 March 2006 * And she comes back
07 January 2006 * Starting over, elsewhere. I think.
02 January 2006 * Face your fears